Dear Body of Mine, I owe you an apology. I have not liked you.
Read MoreI stood with my head buried deep in the pantry, scavenging for anything that I could eat without preparation.
Read MoreThere are certain events, certain moments in time most people would rather forget.
Read More“Oh my God...I am just like my Mother!”
Read MoreI remember the first time someone told me that my body was too heavy.
Read MoreI’ll admit that I never said, I'm depressed. I didn’t recognize it.
Read MoreI fight to not be defined by all the battles my body has fought.
Read MoreAnd under everything was my anxiety, deeply rooted in a traumatic childhood of abuse and neglect.
Read MoreI grew up believing the world was honest, but I have learned to keep guarded.
Read MoreSix years ago in the depths of winter, I was waiting for an Uber ride outside the Mall of America in Minneapolis, fanning myself in 20-degree weather. The elderly woman next to me, looking confused, asked if I was hot. She held her jacket tightly as she looked at me strangely, as if I were an extraterrestrial.
Read MoreToday, I dressed myself like a young-adult novel heroine.
Read MoreShe wept under the stream of a hot shower. She tried to form the memory.
Read MoreI want to yell from the mountaintop how proud I am to be a disabled woman who has found her voice.
Read MoreBefore endometriosis, I never knew what people meant when they said their stomach was “swimming.”
Read MoreHow often are you in pain? my doctor asked.
Read MoreI got my period at eleven, hid it from Mami and everyone else for over a year for all those reasons never spoken.
Read MoreFor me, the shame did not set in after this experience. It’s the shame that led me here and inextricably linked to my Imposter Syndrome and it’s deeply rooted relationship with physical health.
Read MoreIt became every bit of me. A fear that surfaced once I could feel her kicks.
Read MoreI will be my daughter’s curse. I will watch her as my mother watched me
Read MoreMy name is Pam, I'm from Mexico City and I suffer from Vulvodynia. If you don’t know what it is don’t worry, most people don’t. But, if you want to learn about something that affects 6 million women’s lives in the US alone, you should keep reading.
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