She is

Naked body embracing green shrubs and plants that conceal private parts, head down, sunlight peaking through a window touching her skin

Naked body embracing green shrubs and plants that conceal private parts, head down, sunlight peaking through a window touching her skin

By Katy Kettner

She is a fortress, a vessel, an embodied cathedral

She is sacred, she is messy, she is mine

She listens, she hears, she see's

She speaks

 

She plays, she rests, she births; many things and in many ways

She initiates

She is weak, she is broken, she is mortal

She is strong

She is a living portrait of the incarnation

She is gentle, she whispers

She is bruised, hungry and healing

She heals

She is awake

 

She holds many stories and anthropological narratives deep in her psyche and soul, and she

sings of these tales in her own way and in her own time

She is created for and in communion

She embodies the Divine and magnifies Her magnificence

She is an intricate configuration of a complex fleshy matrix

She breaks the law of science

She is wild and untamed, yet she is collected

She lives her truest self and accepts the opposing forces

She is brave and courageous

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She is punished, she is repressed, she is denied

She is a product of many concepts, ideas, beliefs, theories, theologies and powerful politics,

yet she will not be confined or defined by any of them 

She is controlled, yet feared

She is vulnerable, collapsing and gasping for breath

She is angry

She is hyper-vigilant, yet in tune with the Flow

She is a ferocious protector

She is my loveliness

 

She is owed many apologies, yet continues to apologise

She is dis-empowered, yet empowers

She is empty and overflowing

She is word made flesh

She is forgotten in the pushing and the achieving

She is a map to hidden secrets, yet she is the treasure found

She is a refined jewel

She is a work of art; a masterpiece.

 

She is a reflection

She is made in awe and wonder

She is a representation of the Here and Now

She is intellectual and experiential

She is conceptual and spiritual

She is sexual

 

She is a warrior of justice and of love

She teaches as she learns, and learns as she teaches

She is forgiving and forgetting, but she never forgets

She is wounded yet unscathed

She stands on the shoulders of those before and she is creating a floor for those ahead of

her

She loves, she serves, she nurtures

She holds betrayal, lies and trauma, she is heavy with judgement

She is a truth seeker, story teller, and history re-writer

She is a transformer

 

She permits and she ignites

She is accepting and accepted

She is gracious, faithful and fierce

She is a bad-ass

She has desires and she is learning to honour them

She takes pleasure in pleasure

She is Holy

 

She laughs, she cries, she shouts

She is an advocate of peace

She is a holding operation

She is a difference maker

She embraces chaos yet prospers in the stillness

She is haunted by emptiness yet is quietly found in unfilled spaces

She is unbinding and unbound

 

She befriends discomfort

She finds harmony in the disharmony

She houses the Unknown and the complex

She holds generations after us

She holds life, breathes life, gives life and is life

She is, many a time, ignored

She is re-learning her goodness

She is participating in her resurrection

She is dedicated and committed

She burns deep with passion

She is vast

She is enigmatic

 

She is fully alive and fully human

She holds cycles of life and death

She engages in and with the cyclical rhythm within nature and universal consciousness

She bleeds without dying

She tears down, she disagrees, and she writes out

She erects, she pronounces and she weaves in new beginnings

She starts again, many times over

She allows things to end, many times over

 

She stretches and she jumps; movement is her medicine

She is always drawn forward; she is always drawn in

She is confused and she wonders

She is free, yet she is drowning

She reaches yet she cannot grasp

She suffers and holds the suffering

She yearns for appreciation and affirmation

She is constantly changing, adapting and surviving

She represents a tale untold

She is captivating

She is becoming

 

She stands with women, not against them

She is awake to things that are not yet comprehended

She is always prepared and preparing

She speaks the language of the mystics

She is a feeler

She is a love-maker

She holds purpose and integrity, she is a trier

She wears scars from the war's within

She is a victim of many voices, yet is learning to be her own voice

She is a voice for the voiceless

She unearths the voices of others

 

She is alone yet held by many

She is asymmetrical

She represents the true feminine

She celebrates yet yearns to be celebrated

She seeks to understand yet is often misunderstood

She is weary and tired, yet determined

She struggles,yet...

She is called

 

She is an illustration of her mind and renders the state of her soul

She is more than her labels, her failures and her every change

She is more than the expectations heavily held upon her

She requires deep nourishment yet is often found starving

She speaks on a level that cannot be heard but only felt and seen

She holds infinite possibility

She is on a journey yet she has arrived

She is disconnected, yet reconnecting

She is making yet being made

 

She is an individual and a part of the Greater Collective

She is needed by the world for her dance, her song; her sound

She is learning to find joy and power in her story

She is learning to represent

She is discovering something, and it is good

She is learning to embrace and be embraced

She is breaking chains

She is rising up

She is beautiful

She is sanctified

She knows


Katy Kettner is a Clinical Specialist Women’s Health Physiotherapist in the North East of England where she lives with her husband and two children. Katy’s work is largely driven by her passion for science. She seeks to celebrate, educate and empower; to re-connect disconnection. Within her practice, she seeks to help unearth and untangle the beautiful stories held deep within the body, and to ultimately build bridges between the known and the felt. IG  @katykettner.pelvichealth / @katykettner.pelvichealth/